by Urijah Faber.

I don’t believe that our relationship is very strong, I have noticed a distance, feel so disconnected.

[ duh... the fight got postponed till Nov. 5th cuz of the hurricane... ]

update:

I guess I wasn’t the only one who was super bummed, I found this blog and I believe we should be friends haha!

Well, it’s been like uh, more than a month since my last post. I have been busy. That is no excuse though, so from now on, I am going to aim for commit to writing at least 3 posts a week. I know… pretty ambitious hehe.

Ok, so nothing major has happened since my last post.

I did not get lucky, however, I did go on a date [or I am actually not quite sure if it can be called a date] with a guy I have known for quite some time. Don’t get too excited now… noting happened. So yeah… I am looking fwd to my ‘date’ with Urijah tomorrow. Date as in ’switching on the tv and watch him fight Mike Brown in Ft. Lauderdale’s HardRock’. I think I might wear my hot pink PJ’s for the occasion.

So I went to Tahoe… saw my friends. I love them and miss them when I am in NYC. I wish the wife would consider moving to Cali.

I passed out @ a Sushi Bar in Tahoe. I was hallucinating and thought I was @ the Spa, getting a nice body treatment and a facial. So I am laying on the floor in the middle of the restaurant, bra sticking out and stuff… not very ladylike at all, and I am just thinking how nice I feel @ “the Spa” [still out of it] and all of a sudden I hear: “is she OK?? Should we call an ambulance??” Well, I tell you, I ‘woke up/ snapped out of my SPA hallucination” real fast. I’m like no way dude! I am fine! Haha, all I could think was :

ambulance + hospital = lots of $$

f*ck that sh*t

[ I have been getting a bit of a potty mouth... been hanging out on too many boys dominated websites and with my male friends]

I wasn’t drunk at all. I mean pffff… I can handle my liquor! I used to live in Dublin for nearly 3 years. I only had 2 drinks during the day on the beach and 1.5 CUP of sake [you know the cups... they are tiny] during dinner. So no way that I was drunk. I got really offended when someone asked me that. They should know better!

I did get a bit tipsy @ Back to the Banks. I admit it. Not ashamed of it at all hahaha:

I have been working A LOT! Why can’t I just win the lottery?? Really?? When will it be my turn?? I have been voting republican for years because I know as soon when I hit it big, their tax ideals/ laws  will come in handy. [in case you were wondering if I am losing my mind: NO I was just being sarcastic because this seems to be the thing that a lot of people who live in less than good conditions seem to be thinking... they still vote republican, because they refuse to pay a bit more taxes 'ONCE THEY HIT IT BIG' , whenever that day might be. Ah well, at least they vote... BTW, I am a socialist... you know, I am Dutch.. hehe]

I have been asked to write an article about women and biking. I’ve nearly finished it. It’s been a bit harder than I thought it would be.

Last but not least…

I HAVEN’T PAID MY STORAGE UNIT in Miami for a couple of months!! I kind of ‘forgot it/ did it on purpose’ : I mean, I managed just fine to live without all the ‘memories’ of my ‘former’ life with the ex so I decided to let it go. The unit got auctioned off and I am sure that who ever bought my unit has been getting a good laugh out of it. It had a lot of pictures [ very x-rated ones... from my ex...not me ] , books, bathroom stuff, lots of shoes and bag, hospital bills, sad diary entries and a DISCO BALL!

I am sad about that disco ball!

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So I was watching TV last night [that doesn't happen very often] and it was commercial time again.. and all of a sudden I hear SantoGold! In a Budweiser Lime commercial! Sooooo cool! Good for Santi! I hope she made a good buck on that! She rocks, I love her music, I know I am repeating myself haha.

• My major crush URIJAH FABER is fighting Mike Brown on September 10th. Location: Hardrock Seminole in Florida! I am sooooo excited! I HAVE to go to Florida and see the fight live with my girls! Hopefully there will be an afterparty @ one of the clubs there and I can get to meet him and just tell him that he’s hot! hahaha! [I sound like a stalker huh?]

• I have a presentation for TalentGuide next week… I need to prepare myself!

• Tomorrow Sarah and I will be going to see the Flobots @ Bowery BallRoom… am pretty stoked!

Urijah Faber vs Mike Brown WEC 36 fight possible on September 10

whoohoo! I can’t wait! I’ll be home, on the couch with some wine, cheese and crackers

Just Play It!

For the full effect of this posting and a better understanding to how I really feel… please crank up your volume and press PLAY!! And uh, just in case you wanted to sing along… here are the lyrics to the song:

Last night night was fight night: WEC on Versus, Urijah Faber vs Jens Pulver.

It was amazing! I mean I have been pretty hormonal over the last couple of days and I am telling you, I would love to wrestle with Urijah… IN MY BED!

Soooo, anyway, after watching the 5 rounds last night you can say I went to bed pretty wound up/ heated with California Kid Urijah on my mind… in fact I dreamt about him:

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I dreamt I was driving to his house [we were friends already] and I was wearing my snowboard pants [??]. Urijah comes out on the drive way and looks me in the eyes, kisses me and takes me inside. He’s super nice and gives me a pair of socks [??]. I ended up in his bedroom watching TV while he trains in his gym. He comes and checks up on me every now and then, we make out in the bed and all I can think of his him f*ucking me. It doesn’t happen though… unfortunately. After a while I needed to go home and I went to say goodbye to him… some of my male friends are in his gym, hanging out with him and I asked Urijah what he was doing/ up to and he looked me in my eyes and told me that he was hoping that I would stay in his life and how lucky he was to have me. He had those amazing puppy eyes when he told me that and then we made out some more…

Then I woke up. Confused, not to mention extremely hot and bothered …feeling like a perv. Hahaha, I mean I still didn’t have sex… not in real life… hell, not even in my dreams!

So what I am to do? Will I put my supernetworking to use and start following him around like an insane stalker? hehehe, I already joined his myspace page and looked on youtube for all his interviews…. Nah, I think I’ll leave it as it is… a nice fantasy because he’s perfect in my dreams right now. I kind of want to hold on to that, because I don’t want him to end up like David Beckham! I mean I used to have a major crush on him but when I met him in real life and we actually spoke… his voice was so not how I imagined it… it was such a turn off, he got booted out of my fantasies!

*sigh*

It is pretty hard to be me!