I am thinking about J.
It sucks because I have no intentions to jump into another relationship, nor do I want him to fall in love with me.I guess guys and girls are different as it’s very hard for me not to get attached or super friendly and flirty with the guy I just slept with.I think it’s just the game that I really like…
Maybe that’s why this was my second one-night-stand ever, it sucks because I keep on wanting to write him a funny message… but I will back off… because I don’t want him to think that I am in love with him, because I am not.
Last time I thought I had a one night stand… I ended up married for seven years…
I do like him a lot though…
I don’t really know what it is that I want to happen right now.