These last few days have been rather tough on me, I feel lonely and misunderstood and I keep on thinking about what my friend M.F from the NYMEX always used to tell me: “You can do it! You are a Marine!”I am tough, I can handle many many situations, good, bad and everything in between. [...]
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I am still with the parents.. well actually my dad and stepmother, but she seems to like it a lot when I refer to her around other people as ‘mother’. Well in the past I would have made a huge deal out of things, but nowadays I really cannot be bothered about things like this. [...]
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Been extremely busy this week. Hallucinating.Dad is here, will fly to see them tomorrow. Still no word from J. Piglet is in trouble… she did coke and her husband found out… and guess who she blamed? Me It really sucks because she makes me out to be someone that I am not and it pissed [...]
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Things have been quite hectic and exhausting.No word from J…. Smart guy! I have had a couple of long all nighters and my energy level is about minus 3. The website is nearly done and I am looking forward to working full time on it again. Am considering moving back to NYC. Snowboarding project is [...]
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The street where J. lives has exactly the same name as my (soon to be ex) husbands’ surname.Thought that was a major coincidence.
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I am thinking about J. It sucks because I have no intentions to jump into another relationship, nor do I want him to fall in love with me.I guess guys and girls are different as it’s very hard for me not to get attached or super friendly and flirty with the guy I just slept [...]
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